Am i religious???

I was not a faithful believer and follower of church, when i was a boy i used to see it as an obstacle on my way to playground on Sundays and it was purely a childish thought of a boy. i used to read a lot of books from my early childhood and it made me wonder about the world, there was a sense of right and wrong about everything inside me and i tried to define my world around such constraints, so there was a question raised in my mind about belief, what is it? what is the purpose of believing and what does the gods symbolize???

i was born Christian and i was raised the same, but there was something telling me to look for the unseen, all the stories and folk-tale spoke the same old religious version of Christ and his thoughts about humanity and in many of the stories i found a lot of unanswered questions, many of them never satisfied the logic and reason and  i found most of them was written for the common man to be free from agonies of life. the other aspects of such a belief was the fear, the fear that humans will lose morality and plunge into a realm of darkness. it may be true in a way, i presume but i really think people should understand what's being told and what's being real about it, but sadly people just takes the crust of it and deliberately miss the real message. i believe every religion speaks the same truth, the paths are different though it proceeds to the same result.

people often find it very difficult to adjust the differences in the varying casts and creeds there in our society and i never like the idea behind it, once the individual gains prominence, they fear morality will fade but i think its utter foolishness, we, the people are the real treasure for any community and if people gets more freedom it surely adds to the shaping up of the community as fresh ideas come to it in a random but specific way and it helps the growth, but we simply closed our eyes and protested everything that came in our way. the naked truth is always one people fear and it makes our life in worries, to open up and see, it takes nothing, but here we're trapped in the rules that we created to protect something which's just our mind's creation. every god tells the same story, every holy books leads the same ideals, and if one devote himself to an idea without understanding the interwoven truths, its a burden for him and i see a lot of people around me just like that, they believe whatever they read in the bible or any other religious books and confine their life around such a frame, i can't tell they are a 100% wrong but i'm sure thats not the way to follow

we got divided by this caste system which we care a lot in our life, it never united us and it made a gap in people's mind which was ever growing up all these times and many contributing factors in today's world has added in making that gap deep. i don't have a plan to reverse anything and its not possible in a fortnight, but it is possible, people should clarify on their beliefs and respect should be there for another individual and his or her belief.

everyone's the same and equal..