Fragmented...

i wasn't feeling to write for a while now, i can't just say that cause for some brief moments i thought to, in these days but it was bits of thoughts, or just small fragments which never made into a serious thread... well its the life what makes us lazy right? for me it is, i had a notion about this, hell i hate it but you've to face the ugly fact too "tom, you're supposed to live this too" oh boy! that was one bad line i wrote or which i'm continuously doing at the moment

who knows the ways of life?. i used this phrase?? to many of my friends, i made it our of myself, at least for now since no one has came forward with a claim, so far so good, but is it really good???? that you don't have any control of your life and you just live it in a way without knowing that you being played by it??? hell i don't want to be in such a game, who would want to be????

tonight one of my friends asked me "you're not writing anymore?" i thought ok thats the inspiration i needed to do something with it, today or should i say tonight is not that different from any other nights but what i write is clearly a picture or my mind which is so fragmented now, every piece reflects a part of it, so the thoughts are not continuous, no concentration and i just do things

may be i'll write something else, useful 

next time